:: searching myself ::

me :)

2009-07-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

OGOS

Suka berlawak.
Mudah tertawan padanya.
Sopan santun dan mengambil berat terhadap orang lain.
Berani dan tidak tahu takut.
Orangnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan.
Pandai memujuk orang lain.
Terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego.
Nilai harga diri yang sangat tinggi.
Dahagakan pujian.
Semangat juang yang luar biasa.
Cepat marah & mudah mengamuk.
Mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan.
Sangat cemburu.
Daya pemerhatian yang tajam & teliti.
Cepat berfikir.
Fikiran yang berdikari.
Suka memimpin & dipimpin.
Sifat suka berangan.
Berbakat dalam seni lukis, hiburan & silat.
Sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk.
Cepat sembuh apabila ditimpa penyakit.
Belajar untuk bertenang.
Sikap kelam kabut.
Romantik, pengasih dan penyayang.
Suka mencari kawan

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xde pe ak nk wt lg.utk mengisi kelapangan ni,

ak pn sje nk try menguji sejaoh mne ak knl dri ak...

adoii..pe r ak wt ni :

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mungkin kot coz ak xske r bnde2 yg mgusutkn kple otk..live life beb.wtpe nk sksa dri pk yg bkn2 wt skt kple je...rite?
haha.xtau.xde pglmn.
uish.cm plik je.mybe ye tp kureng.
mau kne glak ngn membe2 ak.ak la yg pling pnkut!
tegas!tp xske mmpin!
xlgsg
exactly true!
semestinye....
xprsan plak.cket2 kot.hihi
xla bjuang sgt.main2 je
btl r 2..:)
aah...klu yg lwn 2 ckp cm lgkang xkn ak nk diam lak kn?
cmbru tnde nye syg.wakaka
klu xpuas ati ak prhti lerr..tjm ke 2?
kdg ak ni lem*%&$p jgk.hihi
no komen
xske!klo boipren pmpin nk r.wakaka
i like! itu best sgt~~klo xbrangan ak sunyi + xleh tido..haha
xde nye ak bkat 2..gile pe!
ak kn bek,msti ler xmdh mrjuk..kn sng dpt jd pkwe ak.haha
ntah ek.mgkin larr.xprsan sgt
baik...ak cube
mmg pon,.ak gabra wei..
ntah xtau
betul3.meh pakat rmai2 kwn ngn ak!

tu la skp + sft ak yg ak realize..tp pe pndgn korg kt ak?
sme x?hahaha...

suatu penyesalan...........

2009-07-16T02:35:00.000-07:00

tbe2 terpanggil utk mgpost entry ni..
xde pape yg special pon
juz nk share PENYESALAN aku.

Jumaat : 10 Julai : 10.30am

ak b'mesej2 ngn membe lme ak yg kt nilai..

adah : ble hg nk dtg?jln jom...
aku : bley ke nk dtg?ptg ni bley??

kami pn planning,baik pny planning....

12.00 pm

kaka : ko nk blik x peq?
aku : xtau lg...ko grk dlu r...
[nape ntah brt sgt nk g srmbn time 2]
padahal nk g enjoy

4.15 pm

padila : ko ktne?
aku : otw g bstand..tp cm rse nk blik uma lak.
xde mud dowh...ko doa2 ati ak kuat nk g ktm 2

5.00 pm

aku : tren g srmbn de x?
[??] : ade.bape org dik?
aku : sorg je.

smntra tggu tren 2 ak mryap cri mknn utk stok prut ak..
tggu tren lme sgt..kate kol 5.20 tp xde tnde2 nk smpai pon..

5.15 pm

akk ak cll...

aja : anoy ko ktne?
aku : kt sgmt.nape?

then die senyap je...

aku : wei!apsal??
aja : atok da xde...................................

speechless.xtau nk ckp pe time 2.
thanks god coz tren lmbt smpi..
klu x________

otw g bstnd ak nangis je.

xdpt thn beb...

coz ak igt psl arwah atok ak [nenek].

start flashback pe yg ak da wt kt die..

NONE!!

ak xbjse pn kt die,..bpk ak jge die dr bln 4.

mkn.mndi.bwk jln.

SUME AKU TAK TOLONG

juz cket2 je.nk hrpkn 100% mmg xde..

dlm kol 7.30 pm ak smpi uma..

1st step msuk uma ak bau smcm..

WANGI..

xdpt thn airmte..

ak dok sblh mak ak.nk bce yaasin xleh..

xbrni nk tgk mke arwah atok mse 2..

aku mgadap smpi kol 10pm..

time 2 prut ak mmg lpr gle dr pg xmkn.

nsib jrn dpn uma bek,pggil sume sdre mre ak g mkn kt uma die

sok nye pg2 da bngun,mndi2 n ak trus dok mgadap atok ak.

ak tgk org 2 sdiakn kain kapan sume..

dr mndi.kapan n smygkn

sume ak tgk.

ak xnk miss 1 pn

then ak cium,.xdpt thn sedey.

bpk ak pn nangis.

then ak ikut g prkburn.

lgkap..

2 JE YG AKU DPT WT.SUME DA LMBT.

TIME DIE ADE AK WT X KSAH JE.

DA XDE BRU AK RSE..

so ::

korg hrgai la org kt sklling korg.
mmg nmpk xbape pnting dlm idop kite
tp once die da prgi smpi ble2 kte akn rse MENYESAL

alfatihah utk arwah atok ak::

RAPIAH BINTI ABD SAMAD.

16 Februari 1929 - 10 Julai 2009

semoga ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman.

amin.............

mY 1st aLbuM [~_^]

2009-03-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

1. Need You
This song is about true love. The guy really hopes that the girl could accept him as her life partner. He will always wait for the girl although the girl not really looks at him and just ignore him. He promise that when the girl ready to accept him, he will trying his best to take care and give happiness to that girl.

2. From the bottom of my heart
It is about the feeling of a woman to a man. She really like the guy but don’t know how to express it. She afraid while she told it, the guy will refuse it. So that, she just keep it in her heart and just look the guy from far. She hopes that the guy will accept her on day and knows that her love is true.

3. Here without you
A story about the hardship life of a guy. He tries to manage his life again when her girlfriend left him for another guy. His life turns miserable and he almost to suicide. But he woke up again when he realize that he should find his truly happiness while his ex-girlfriend life happily with another guy.

4. Truth of Love
It tells about the love from a guy to a lady that he really admire. Before break up with his girlfriend, he didn’t really appreciate that girl but after the girl left him, he realizes that the love is very true. He finally knows that he lost something that very valuable and he really regret it. He tried to find the girl again but he failed and just pray to God that he will find the true love again.

5. Lies
The story about the lies that made by a girl to her partner. He always makes excuses to cover her mistake. The guy just accepts as she is. At the end when he cannot bear with it anymore, he decides to leave the girl. He finally realizes that after he left the girl, his life is more peace and far from sins. He thanked to God for realized him earlier.

6. Between the two
A girl cannot think rationally to choose between the two guys. She doesn’t know who will satisfy to give better life. She is such a materialistic women and really choosy in choosing life partner. One of the guys is village boy but have good attitude and behavior. Another one is a son of prime minister and is a playboy. Finally he decides to choose the rich guy but at the end he suffers because of the guy lifestyle that has many girls.

7. For the sake of love
It is about the love story for a girl who really loves his partner. She is very disappointed with his partner who has scandal with other women. For the sake of her love, she just let the guy doing anything and she suffers at that time. She trying to break up but she can’t. She just waits until the guy really realize about their relationship. The guy finally realized when his scandal has another affair with another guy.

8. Born to be mine
Tell us about a song that created by a boy to be dedicated to his beloved admirer. He wrote this song to express his feeling. He really appreciate the love from the lady that always by his side whenever when he sad or happy. She will always give support to him. The really hope that the lady will always be there to accompany him and he hope their relationship ends forever and will be blessed.

9. Sacrifice
The love that being sacrifice when it is being destroy by a guy. The girl willing to do anything to give happiness to the men. She finally suicide when she knows that her guy turn to another women. It shows that women willing to do anything whether it is good or not instead to give their beloved live in happy life.

10. Till the end
A song that tells about a girl that has to wait for years to get confirmation from a boy about their relationship. The boy left her to achieve his ambition but never send news for her. She tried to get the answer but the boy keeps running without knowing the reason. She felt to leave him but he looks like giving hope to her.

hAunteD??

2009-03-04T05:14:00.000-08:00

This time I’m given a topic about ghost story. I know Mr. Izuan asked us to write about this topic because he loves the horror story compared to me that cannot bear to hear about it. It is because I am such a coward and easily to think negatively even just about little things!

Living at Baiduri college is the best thing that I had. I love to stay here because it is near to the field and sports complex. So that it will make me easy to g there if there is any event that held. When Mr. Izuan said I have to share my experience about horror story, it reminds me an incident last two weeks. Actually it is not really horror but that is what happens to me.

It happens to me last two weeks that is on Friday. On that day, all my roommates were not around. My senior going back home when another two were going to class. It is about 10 a.m while I am online in my room. While chatting, suddenly I heard weird sound. At the beginning I just ignore it but it recently comes again. The sound is like someone whispering and snoring while sleep. Suddenly my mind thinks about that “thing”. I’m becoming afraid and my heart beat faster. First of all I getting up and took a look at the top bunk. I think my junior had come back and I didn’t realize it but after took a look, there is no one there!! I stood in front of the door and make decision to go to Kaka’s room but before I left I’m looking around and I cancelled to go to Kaka’s room and I continue chatting. After that the sound comes again and I don’t bother it again and just do my work.

Although it is not really like a ghost story but for me it really makes me scared. I don’t know from where and what the sounds actually is and I don’t want to remember it anymore because I am really coward. When I remember it I will think about it anywhere I go. While stayed at hostel, my friends had told me a few stories about ghost story but I am scared to share with all of you. I’m scared it will happens to me…;p

LoVe?? iT's cOmpLicatEd!!!

2009-02-16T19:01:00.000-08:00

Live to love and to be loved!! It sounds very interesting. I know every person in this world wants to love and to be loved by someone. For me, love can be viewed in vary ways. Love to our parents, to our family, friends and even to animals… It can be described as a very pleasant feeling about a person.

While 20 years living in this world, I had declare with 3 boys. But it is in the past. My last relationship was 2 years ago. I admit it really hurt and sometimes I feel not really comfortable with boys nowadays. [Sorry to say] :p... When sometimes seeing my friends with their boys, I feel a little bit jealous but I remind myself that I will through it when the time comes.

Loving by someone that we like is the sweetest memory. When finding a guy, there are several characteristics that I consider. First of all, I will attract with a guy through his eyes. I don’t know why… hehehe… I like guy with a pair of slit-eyed. Other than that, I like the one that thin and tall..

Moreover, the characteristic of my dream guy is he is an understanding person. If there is any problem we can tolerate and solve it in proper way. In the other hand, while being understands the relationship will go smooth…

In addition, I dream a guy that not controls me and my life. I really hate the guy that trying to change my life and ask me to do the things that I don’t want to do. I’m quiet hot tempered person when there is people force me, automatically I will hate the person. hehehe…. [what type of person am I??] If he really likes me, he can accept me as whom I am. Right??

The most things that I’m looking in a guy are he is a happy go lucky and funny person. I love to laugh and don’t like things that messy in my head. For me, when we always laugh we can reduce stress. [laugh is the best medicine] hehehe…. Looking for a guy that very funny will make me happier. I dream that he will makes jokes and not talking really serious because I like to play with my entire friend and not taking serious what they said.

I think that’s all about my dream guy. I hope that I can meet him one day although he is not really exactly like the one that I dream!!

"mY rOomAtEs"

2009-02-10T06:20:00.000-08:00

I’m staying at Baiduri College since I’m in semester 1. During MMS week, I’m stayed at level 1 with another 3 friends. A week later, I’m transferred to wing D level 2 room 259.

Baiduri is located near the football field. I love to stay here because it is easier for me to go to the class. It is not really far than staying at sector B. there also several facilities at Baiduri. One of the facilities is dhobi service and washing machine. It makes me easy to wash my clothes. The sum payable for dhobi service also not really expensive. Although when it is close, we can use washing machine that provided. There are 2 washing machines. It is very convenient to use it because it only cost RM3. Other than that, there is rest room at Baiduri. When come back from class, my friends and I will stop by to watch television.

This semester I’m staying at wing D level 2. It is a short wing. There are only 8 rooms. I only have 28 wing mates and we are very close each other. My class mates that same class with me are Nur Atikah and Aiza Zaleha. I’m very thankful because I’m not transferred to another wing like a few of my friends. This semester my room is full not like previous semester that only 2 persons. I’m staying with 1 senior and another 2 junior.

[kAk eCaH] [pEq] [bEbEaR]

My senior name is Siti Nur Aishah bt Abdul Rahim. She is part 6 and taking Diploma in Transportation. I call her “Kak Ecah”. She is nice and quite talkative person. We are close since last semester because we stayed together. Other than that, we have a little bit similarity. We both are Leo! Her birthday is one day after mine that is 3rd of August. And the most interesting is her boyfriend’s birthday is a day after her!!haha……. Kak Ecah came from Shah Alam and always going home when she is in part 5. But this semester she can’t do that anymore because she got many assignments, presentations and interviews.

Nuraniszaieka bt Samsi is my junior. She was transferred to my room this semester. My first impression when I’m seeing her is she is quiet and snobbish. But after knowing each other, she is a little bit talkative. She came from Pontian and taking Diploma in Information Management. We call her Ieka. Her birthday is just round the corner. She has 4 siblings and she is number 1. It is quite hard to see her in the room because sometimes she loves to go to Mutiara to chat with her bestfriend!

Another one is Nur Hana binti Haniza. She is from Serendah, Selangor. She is taking Diploma in Investment Analysis. She is very kind and such a very talkative person! Everyday there are stories that she told us. She has 5 siblings and she is the eldest one. One of her hobby is calling person. She didn’t like to SMS and will only call person. Other than that, one of her bad habits is she loves to pinch people. And I’m always be her victim!! So sad……….. :p [so painful]….

That’s all about my college. I hope I can survive living in this campus and live happily with all my friends!!

gOrgEoUs d3B2

2009-02-01T07:14:00.000-08:00

D3B2?? This is first time I entered B2 class. My previous semester I’m taking B3 class. That’s why I do not really know with my classmates. So, for all D3B2 students for BEL311, I hope that I can be friend with all of you!

1. Al- Amirul
Don’t know what name I should use to call him. Al or Amirul? Sometimes look very talkative and friendly with others. I even heard him sang..[Nice voice]

2. Asyraf
Not really familiar with him. This is first time I saw him in this class. Is face a little bit look like Ally Iskandar.

3. Sood
Noisy! Very talkative person and always make fun. Even when he speaks I’m not take it seriously and assume it as a j0ke!

4. Khalid
Chinese look. His girlfriend is always by his side.

5. Nasri
His face look fierce but he seems like Sood. Always makes joke with people around them.

6. Nizam
Very shy person. It is very difficult to hear his voice even when presentation.

7. Ain
I’m not really close with her but she loves to smile.

8. Salwa
Beautiful and very polite with people around her. Always smile ever having problems. I always
Heard she sang in costing class because she seat beside me…..hehehe (great voice)

9. Kaka
My lovely friend in UITM. Such a matured girl and very helpful. I always seek opinion and information from her. While study, I always refer to her because she is can catch up fast in class. But while having problems with his ‘boy’! Be AWARE!! [Suddenly turn to moody]

10. Fara
A little cute girl….love to see her wearing pink colors. I also comfortable friend with her because she is very talkative and do not easy get angry.

11. Aiza
Such a very talkative…she will come to my room if there any new stories”…hehehe. Quite expert in IT.I always ask for her help for downloading song or theme for phone.

12. Sheila
Look like quiet and shy girl……

13. Halimatussa’diah

Never talk to her but I think she’s a shy girl

14. Radhiyah
Partner of Salwa. She is very quite than Salwa. She also is a soft –spoken person. When she speaks, it looks constantly and not messy.

15. Azierah
Always reprove me..Even her face looks snobbish. She also always smiles.

16. Ernie
Cute girl. Look like primary school student..here..[sorry].. But very nice and helpful..Always smile to people around her.

17. Sue
I’m not really recognized her but she love to smile.

18. Lynn
Quite talkative and always make joke..It’s funny!

19. Nik
Talkative classmate! Always talk and seem like don’t want to stop..hehe..

20. Nadzirah
Always with Azierah..Sometimes don’t know which one Azierah and Nadzirah ..She’s very silence person.

21. Salbiyah
Love to smile.

22. Huda
Her face looks like snobbish but she has kind hearted..Sometimes talkative.

23. Apex
Brave girl …Sometimes want to be like her..Always ask if do not understand anything.

24. Shahida
Sometimes talkative..She’s Khalid partner. Always be by Khalid’s side..

25. Farahiya
Always with Apex.. Cute girl but never talk to her.

26. Farahain
Look like otai’.. Don’t know…

27. Izzaty
Beautiful girl.. Look like shy and silence person.

28. Asyikin
Sweet!

29. Raja
Sometimes is a talkative person.

30. ???? (me) !!
Not in the picture.. so sad… I’ve got stomach ache on that day…

iT's aLL aBoUt mE!!!

2009-02-01T07:11:00.000-08:00

1. Sepet vs Anoy vs Mox

That are my names that my family sometimes use to call me. But the whole family always called me Anoy. I wonder why… maybe my face a little bit looks like Chinese. [Other person said it] hehe… maybe to pronounce it seems to pronounce “amoi”.. But my dad sometimes called me Sepet because I have a pair of slit-eyed.. Mox??huh…that name use by my elder and younger sister. The said I’m fat.. Really?????

2. Talkative

Haha…people who didn’t close to me will think that I’m lying but to my closest friends I’m very talkative. Especially to Fadilah, Kaka, Aiza and Fara. Don’t know why… I love to laugh and do not like to mess my head with something that not important. Really love to enjoy!

3. Hot-temper

Such a bad attitude that I have. I’m look very cool person but when I get angry, I don’t care with people around me. But sometimes when I’m angry or dissatisfied with other person, I will be quiet and not talking to anyone. I think it is better for me than to scold others… so friends, WATCH OUT!!

4. Love cat

Compared to MissAija, I do love cat very much. For me, cat is very indulgent. There are 5 cats and 7 kittens at my house. My whole family love cat except my sister-in-law. 3 of the kittens were born last week. They are so cute! But our lovely cat is “Nazir”. He is very spoiled and even pissed on my laptop’s screen… [cis!!]

5. Snobbish??

People who didn’t friends with me will simply label me as snobbish.. Yes! I agree with it but for me that is not snobbish. The true is I’m shy to greet people that I not really close. I prefer that person to greet me first! Hehe…

6. Black color

Love this color VERY much. Don’t know why.. I have many shirts in this color. Even it is hot day, I prefer to wear black shirt with a black scarf. It will make me looks thinner. :p

7. Novels

Huh?? Love them SO much especially that published by Alaf21. My favorite novel is Bicara Hati. I can remember the page that has interesting part because I had read it many times [byk kali khatam] hehe… while reading novel, I’m willing to wake up early in the morning and didn’t sleep for the whole night. Crazy right?

8. Coward

Another bad attitudes that I have. I don’t how to cope with this problem. I tried to be gentler but sometimes I can’t. When there is presentation, I can’t sleep the night before and woke up early in the morning. I will feel uneasy and uncomfortable till the presentation done. It is maybe because I’m too shy and lack of confidence to talk in front of people.

9. Sensitive & Ego

I admit sometimes I’m too ego to my friends. Especially when there is a little bit misunderstanding, I will not seek for apologize from them. Other than that, when I’m sent SMS to my friends and they do not reply it, I will make the same thing in other time. Hehe.. [jahat nye]

10. Great authority in friendship

For this time, I think friends are more important than other relationship. I can live without a couple but not friends. I’m also make friendship is important. If I dissatisfied with my friends, I will not tell them and keep it as a secret to myself.

2009-01-17T05:00:00.000-08:00

2009 – I’m in 3rd semester this year. I’m so thankful to God for passing all the last semester papers and get increase my pointer. My timetable for this semester is very pack! Every day I have class until 6.00 pm. It is very tiring but I have to through it. I am taking 8 subjects this semester and my credit hour is 21. Below are the lists of the subjects:

ACC165 – Cost Accounting
MGT269 – Business communication
QMT216 – Introduction to statistics
BEL311 – English for academic Purpose
ECO211 – Macroeconomics
CTU241 – Fundamentals of Islamic Economics
BMD101 – Mandarin language
HSK115 – Volleyball

BEL 311 stands for English for Academic Purpose. Mr Izuan is teaching me for this subject. Honestly he is better than my previous lecturer. I don’t know why… maybe when doing speaking test he will guide me and my friends compared to my previous lecturer that only just sit and listen to our conversation. I am really enjoyed learning this subject because I had learned how to pronounce English words correctly. My first impression when entered this class is I’m very nervous. This is because sometimes I ‘m shy and a little bit afraid to talk in English. But after a week, I think I can cope with this problem. Other than that, learning English can help me improve my English either in speaking or writing. It also enjoys learning this subject because I’ve learned how to make a blog! Through it I can share my ideas and experience with my classmates. It is very interesting.

Cost Accounting or ACC165 should be taken when I’m in part 2 but I’m repeating my Business Accounting paper so that I can’t take the costing paper. I ‘m taking this paper in this semester because I don’t want to extend it. First impression when I entered to D2B4 class, I feel so nervous and afraid. No wonder why… I look around and my classmates, they look so strange to me. At that time I told my friend that I wanted to drop the subject. Haha…. I don’t know how can study in this situation. But my friend convinced me to try the first class. After learned chapter 1 and 2 that taught by Miss Ashikin, I really enjoy the subject maybe because I love calculation! This subject has 4 credit hour and I really hope that I can pass it.

I also take Business Communication that is MGT269. Sincerely I didn’t like much this subject at the beginning. It is because I’m afraid to talk in front of people. But after couple of week I think I can consider it. This subject is teaching by Encik Ahmad Kamil b. Mohamed. He is wearing glasses and use microphone when teaching. He speaks English straightly and didn’t stop. I have to pay full attention in this class. Besides that, some of my friends have changed class. I don’t know why.. Although this subject has 3 credit hour, I hope I can do my best and can give full cooperation to all my group members.

Last semester I’m taking ECO162 but this semester I’m taking ECO211.i realize that it is more tough that the previous paper. Pn Zuraidah teaches for this subject. Our classes are on Monday and Wednesday. My first impression when entered this class is I feel so bored. It is because the lecturer didn’t give more explanation to us. She just gives general knowledge. I realized me that I have to study it toughly by myself. If not, I don’t think I can do it in final. This subject also has 3 credit hour and I have to concentrate all the time to cover the entire chapter.

Moreover I also take QMT216. This is Introduction to Statistics. I love to study this subject because I love calculation. Besides that the lecturer also attracts me to pay the full attention. She is quiet chubby and cute. Her name is Miss Zarina. She is very sporting and the way she teaching is very interesting. If I didn’t get what she taught, she will explain in more detail. Credit hour for this subject is 3 hour. We meet twice a week. I really hope that I can target this paper and can score A. so that I can maintain my CGPA.

The other subject is Fundamental of Islamic Economics (CTU241). This subject is really enjoyed. It was taught by Ustaz Kamarulzaman. He is very sporting and always told about student’s case in this UiTM. When first time I saw him I thought he is strict but I’m absolutely wrong. He always smile in class make me want to see him while he speaks. This subject differs from last semester CTU paper because this semester I have to learn about economic in Islam. Whether it only has 3 credit hour but I have to attend all the class in order to pass it.

BMD101 stand for Mandarin language. I’m so excited that I can learn this subject. It is because my friends in other UiTM campus cannot take this subject because there are several problems. So I think I’m lucky for register this subject. It is taught by Miss Zhang. She is very understanding and patient lecturer. She will giving us time to do her exercises and will discuss it together. It is very fun to study in that situation. Moreover, when I’m in primary school I had learned about this language and I would like to recall it back and use it in my future. We also know that nowadays company prefer to hire employee that can speak in different language.

My last subject is for co-curriculum. I took volleyball because I love to play this game when I’m in secondary school. It also fun because there are no specific rules to play this game. We can enjoy it! Besides that, the coach is very sporting. He taught us the right technique to play. First week when we are meeting, I play and get hurt at my left hand but it doesn’t mean that I’m not playing again. It make me more excite to play it again.

Being in this semester is very tough to me. I have to be preparing mentally and physically. No matter what happen in the future I have to face it and I really hope that I can finish this semester with joys!

2009-01-12T17:32:00.000-08:00

It’s me………yes!! me…….

NOR FAEZAH BT JAAFFAR SHAH… That is my full name but all my friends do not used to it. They prefer to call me Peq. Weird?? Hahaha…. Want to know more about me?

Let’s check it out….

I was born on 2nd of August 1989 at Hospital Segamat , Johor. This year I will become 20 years old. My height is about 160 centimeters and my weight is 50 kilograms. It is balance according to the Body Mass Index (BMI) :p . I lived at (F) Maokil 1, Labis with my beloved family. My father worked as a Felda settler and my mother is a housewife. My parents have been together almost 32 years. I am very thankful to God for giving me a happy family. We are very close to every one of the family members and respect to each others.

My first education is at Tadika (F) Maokil 1. At that time I am only six years old. Hehe… One year later, I entered Sek Keb (F) Maokil 1 , Labis. I’ve been there until standard 6. I took my UPSR at that school and got a good result. After took my UPSR result, I had received an offer from FELDA. It offered me to stay at Asrama Semai Bakti, Kelana Jaya. My father asked me to decide whether to go or not and I decided to accept the offer. At the hostel, I was sent to study at Assunta Secondary Girls School, Petaling Jaya. I like to study there because there were only girls and just a few male teachers. After getting my PMR result, I was transferred back to Labis. So sad…. That is not because of my result but I had broke the hostel rules. I’m really regret it!! Form 4, I school at Sek Men Keb (F) Maokil until I finished my SPM. At first I feel weird study with boys in a class but after a few months, I get used with it and more important we are still contact till today.

While waiting for SPM result, I got offered to join Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN). I was very excited at that time because I love to do activities that challenging. At that time I got many friends and most of them come from Johor. Four months later, once again I got offered from FELDA that offered me to continue my studies at Nilai International University College in Diploma in Nursing. But I only stay there about 2 months and today I continue my studies at UiTM Johor in Business Management intake December 07 – April 08. I’m very proud to be a part of the UiTM.

During my free time I love to read Malay novels and listen to the music. Besides giving me knowledge, reading novels sometimes taught me about life. It taught me to be prepared in order to face any challenges in the future. I also love to listen to the music because it will help me to release my tension.

This year I will become 20 years old. This level of ages realized me to be more matured in my life and I have to think carefully before making a decision. I have to study harder in order to achieve my ambition and can pay all the sacrifice made by my parents. I also really hope that that I can finish my diploma with flying colors.

That’s all about me….. [ NOR FAEZAH BT JAAFFAR SHAH ] as known as [PEQ ]
Thank you………………………

2009-01-12T17:27:00.000-08:00

tO aLL mY fRiEndS :;

keEP sMiLing..........

[senyum itu penawar duka]

starting a new life!!

2009-01-05T23:29:00.001-08:00

5 January – Today I have learned something new! A song from Juwita Suwito reminds me about my first day in UITM Segamat year ago.

28 December 2007 creates a meaningful memory to my life. It is the first day I step in to this place. Everything around me looked strange. It is new to me! When I arrived, the students who were in charge of the registration asked me to register by myself. My parents were asked to wait outside. This made me think that my life will change. I have to handle all the work by myself. When I first step to Dewan Seri Temenggong, I felt so lonely. There is no one that I know but I still remembered the first person that I greeted is a twin. It was so lucky because until now we are still friend and study in a same class. They were Salwa and Radiyah!

First week is a very tough time to me. It really tested my psychology. Every day I have to wake up at 5.30 a.m. During Minggu Mesra Siswa (MMS), my time full with variety of activities. It is really tiring. I felt like want to go home and sometime I tried to create an excuse so that my parents will take me home. But today I’m very thankful to God that I still stand here almost a year. During MMS, there are many activities that taught me how to live in campus life. It helps me how to manage my time from doing something useless.

After one week, I felt so nervous to start the class. One thing that I hate to do is introduced the self because I’m not used to talk in front of many people but I realized that I have to start everything again. According to the last two semester, I think I had improved myself. I’m doing well in all my presentation and group work and I hope that I can do better this semester especially in BEL 311.

Past all this time make me think that nothing comes easy in our life. Everything that we want in this world has to come with effort. If we want to get the bright future, we have to try harder to achieve it. It is also realized me that I have to do everything that I can today for a better tomorrow..